Sophomore Classes.

A-Period: P.E. w/ Ashmore

1st Period: Spanish 1 w/ Charron

2nd Period: English 2 CP w/ Alcott

3rd Period: Geometry w/ Dominguez

4th Period: Chemistry w/ Torkelson

5th Period: Advanced Choir w/ Ehling

6th Period:World History w/ Ratto

So tell me if we have classes together; yeah?

SHIT! Because I miss you, and it seems like nothing matter's anymore.

If only the things that happened didn't happen, you would still have feelings for me.

lay it out here.

Don’t expect me to be talking to much. Got that straight? Not going to eat much either, I’d rather starve myself. As soon as school starts it’s all about paying attention in school. I ain’t going to get caught up in every one’s drama, try not to get caught up in fuckin’ guys, and talk to my parents if needed. Don’t give me conversations about anything, ask me a question I’ll answer then leave. GOT THAT?!! My life is fucked up, and to make it easier ^^^ that’s the way it’s going to go. I’m living in hell. literally.


and for now on catch me on tumblr, I ain't being explained on two sites. Get caught up in my life on tumblr.{jahmelalala.tumblr.com} got that straight?!

tumblr

So I really don't update this blog that much anymore;; so you can hit up my tumblr: jahmelalala.tumblr.com; sho yeah?

khay peace

So I really don't update this blog that much anymore;; so you can hit up my tumblr: jahmelalala.tumblr.com; sho yeah?

khay peace

tumbling

tumblr is more of an addiction than blogspot is to it.

getaway anybody?

Don't you ever wish that you can go on a big adventure, a getaway? I do all the time.


Feeling trapped in a room, tight spot, close to your peers or family? You have no where to go and you're just really tired of everything, tired of all the noise, screaming and yelling, getting in trouble, everything else. They give you thoughts of just escaping all of that racket, going somewhere else, anywhere else but where you are right now. Take a few days out, by yourself, or with few others? Knowing that no one can stop you and you have all the time in your life, to leave and come back. Knowing that you don't have to deal with anything else but yourself, on that night, having the time of your life. Shutting all the lights down, turn that noise off, close your lips, don't say a word. What do you hear? A soft breeze going through your hair, crickets in the wavy grass, and eyes floating down slowly. Now tell me what you see? PITCH BLACK! Relaxed? May I ask? Response: -----;; just a deep breath. All of a sudden you hear such a thing going through your mind. What do you hear? Such a sound loud but soft. You open your eyes, and then you see your in that room. But hey, guess what you just went on an adventure through where you are aha. Sometimes, just closing your eyes, listening to music, blocking every other annoying sound, will bring your mind some place you'll like to take an adventure one day. And you don't have to worry about going anywhere, at least.... for now(;

past, present eerrr future?

what do you think about more? things from before, where you are now, or what will happen later?

maybe just a lil bit of everything dontcha think?;; or wait no, first think about it.

Let's start from the past shall we?; people say "Oh, man just forget about your past. Move on. Don't make no regrets, and if you do forget about them." aha. You guys are funny, have you guys ever thought that when sometimes people think about their past, that they maybe thinking about good times in the past; and not just the bad things? Well yeah they can. I look at my past daily, thinking of the fun times I had, and people I miss. Yesterday is part of your past, so basically everybody thinks about past right? But don't you wish you can bring back your past to where you are now and re-live it? TIME MACHINE!

Moving on to present can we?; So yeah then they all say "don't think about your past nor your future and live today, that's why they call it present" aha YES we all know that!; every step and breath you take. That what happens from where you are, but really my question is, what is so special about the present? Nothing to think about really it'll only lead you think about your past or future aha! So what kinda present is this? It's not really wrapped in pretty, shiny paper and a bow? ahaa.

Thinking of the future yet? Well duh, last but not least their gonna tell you "don't worry about your future, whatever happen, happens" Not really. You have to think about your future at SOME point, hello like college, job? Sheesh people you guys are so harsh. Let a person be you ain't them aha, get your own life. Mannn xD.


But yeah you see the difference of past, present and future. Which one do you think most of?

Well for my it's my past, because I had pretty good times, and yes also bad. But aye you can't stop me from thinking of what happened before(: Let's just say past is past and I miss it, and even tho I don't have any time machine, ima try to get some of the things I miss or good memories, and re-live it(;

sick at summer vac.

Who get's sick during summer?; OH I know...ME!

So I'm sick, during summer vacation, and a month away from school. Feeling the same exact way I felt when I went to the ER -__-; it's so retarded. I didn't feel well, and then it's like my mom acted like she didn't care still, even when I am sick. *sigh* My throats so swollen, it hurts. My back hurts, and I can't walk right. Hopefully nothing bad will happen, or at least something worse. And then now I can't go out for few days, but it's best if I rest. Tho I wish to see someone, even if I get 5 minutes of seeing him aha. My mom really doesn't like him, but I really don't care right now. I'm sick and restless, and I have like no patience. But yeah, hopefully I'm not sick for a long time. Because I'm not starting school being sick, or just healed -__-"

just plain bullshit

Even when it's summer, to have the "time of your life" you still deal with the same bullshit you had during the school year? Gaah damn!

If you don't go to church because your hella tired in the morning or jus cos, your mom will give you a lecture saying "fine if you don't go to church then you can't go out because your tired, (10 minutes later) I'm serious of what I told you, you can't go out! You have time for your friends, but not time for an hour? (speaking in tagalog with cussin)" then she says "you keep doing this then you'll end up being grounded for the rest of your summer! I don't' care!" What the hell kind of mom would do that? Seriously, I wake up hearing her yelling cos she mad about some family situation, then ends up letting her anger out on me?!; I'm serious no offense, but when my brother does the same exact things as me, he never gets yelled at or gets in trouble. A L W A Y S me -____-; I feel adopted to this damn family. Then I also hate how freakin people get in your business it's just annoying, if it's not mentioned to you then just mind your own business because your not part of it. Then one most stupid thing, people just giving you bull shit for the stupidest things... I'm serious I wish I had a different life!

^^^^BS!

summer 09'

well summer 09' has just begun(:

Many plans ahead of me. From San Diego to Florida. aha. I think that this summer might just be the best summer ever, because I met many new people in my freshmen school year. I already have so much plans with hella people and i know I'm not going to waste my time. Its all about having fun in the sun, late night phone calls, webcam parties, walks on the beach, night swimming, parties at my place, and basically just making summer 09' just the best memory I could ever look back to. I really want to remember this summer, so give me some plans(:, aha, oh and ++ walk with me at the beach and I will love you forever<3(;

ask me when i'm free(:

FRESH

It started on the 27th of March; I thought that I was going to be happy again when I said yes, in the end it all turned out the way he wanted it to be, April 25th he ended things and hurt me so much. She said promises are meant to be broken I never would of believed her and yet the promise he made was broken. From that point; I wanted to quit, and because of him I thought I wouldn't trust no guys anymore. But the thing is it's not about quiting , or caring about trusting guys, its about learning from those mistakes you made. Me, I know I learned them and really I don't trust anymore guys, but if they really prove to me that their worth my time, and that they wont hurt me and actually keep their promises; i'll learn to trust that certain guy. Taking a break is one thing I would like to do for now; and yes I'm doing that and its going easy and I'm more free(=; I know that theirs couples out there that I would like to be one day, but hey its my time, family and friends is a must fer me right now. I may not know what love is yet; but I know I will find it and when I do i'll get back atcha. But fer now its me and them. not him, them. mhm; no regrets; starting out fresh without yer troubles. & thanks fer letting me go, I cried and got hurt from you, but thanks because now I'm more free(= && to yourself; i hope your happy too.

SPRANG BREAK!(=

okhay so a late spring break blog? yeup its fine tho; mhm(=

mon-thurs. so like L.A. wasn't the greatest place to spend spring break xP Many people went there and had fun; me not so much, all i did was go to like 4, 3-story Forever 21's and it was fun getting new clothes but boring as faccck at the same time! -_-" mhm; and at the same time it was freezing down there, seriously i was home sick so much xP. that was the first part of spring break. friday. so stayed home cos' cousin moving next door -_-" another thing to get pissed off about freals tho? because i mean i go to school with her; aint that enough? omg now next door AGH! lifes retarded at times isnt it? so i went over helped paint a lil bit then chilled; got some food at 7-eleven walked(= getting some excersise. saturday. i went to great america with a few of my buddies; and gots the season pass yup yup(= it was so fun; i got garlic fries and a churro and they were delicious yuhm yuhm; i met new people thats cool i love meeting new heads. i discovered a new resturant its very yuhmmyxP. sunday. omg the last day of spring break and it was the best evereverever! you know why? cos' i was with my bestie mhm(= it was so freaking fun me and her were like YES our time to hang out; missin home yaknow? xD so we kicked it at the mall; walked around few times get food? i think. oh wait yes we did; we got burger king and we walked to toys r us to eat there it was fun(: yup. then we walked back to the mall and just kicked it a lil more. we bought chalk from target to chalk around infront of my front door yaknows? we walked back home and it was BURNIN ass hot! we were so lazy to hold the chalk in the box so we used this stick and from end to end we held the stick hahahaha. when we got home we resteded?; on my bed and ate otther pops yuhm yuhm=D. after that we checked if the pool was open -_-" was not! stupid VIRGINIA! dont ask. so we got our chalk in the box and we started drawing picx on the sidewalk. funfun(= then it got late we washed everything off; and we dropped her home. BOO. so thats my spring break i think on suday was like the best time ever; id rather have done that my whole spring break rather than the other things i did agh. but yup after spring break we have a biolalagy final and star testing the next week BLAGH! whatever okhay i hope your spring break was better than mine(=.

New Semester!

SHIET THO!

NEW SEMESTER!
haha i really need keep my grade to an A! so i can past =/
urgh! damn school almost over tho? righ? ahaha
dang tho lets see if i'll past 9th grade=)

FINALS

FINALS WAS GAY!

high school is weird and mean! why the hell did we have finals? do they just want to torture us get our brains bazooked?! wtf?! everyone stressing, worrying? damn whacked! stupid finals! EVERYONE study for your next and final finals lol. make sure you dont faint because you studied to much and worried to much hahah! wishing to go back to elementary to just worry about 1+1 and abc's and nappy time hahaha x] crack crack crack WHACK!