FRESH

It started on the 27th of March; I thought that I was going to be happy again when I said yes, in the end it all turned out the way he wanted it to be, April 25th he ended things and hurt me so much. She said promises are meant to be broken I never would of believed her and yet the promise he made was broken. From that point; I wanted to quit, and because of him I thought I wouldn't trust no guys anymore. But the thing is it's not about quiting , or caring about trusting guys, its about learning from those mistakes you made. Me, I know I learned them and really I don't trust anymore guys, but if they really prove to me that their worth my time, and that they wont hurt me and actually keep their promises; i'll learn to trust that certain guy. Taking a break is one thing I would like to do for now; and yes I'm doing that and its going easy and I'm more free(=; I know that theirs couples out there that I would like to be one day, but hey its my time, family and friends is a must fer me right now. I may not know what love is yet; but I know I will find it and when I do i'll get back atcha. But fer now its me and them. not him, them. mhm; no regrets; starting out fresh without yer troubles. & thanks fer letting me go, I cried and got hurt from you, but thanks because now I'm more free(= && to yourself; i hope your happy too.