Thursday, July 30, 2009

sick at summer vac.

Who get's sick during summer?; OH I know...ME!

So I'm sick, during summer vacation, and a month away from school. Feeling the same exact way I felt when I went to the ER -__-; it's so retarded. I didn't feel well, and then it's like my mom acted like she didn't care still, even when I am sick. *sigh* My throats so swollen, it hurts. My back hurts, and I can't walk right. Hopefully nothing bad will happen, or at least something worse. And then now I can't go out for few days, but it's best if I rest. Tho I wish to see someone, even if I get 5 minutes of seeing him aha. My mom really doesn't like him, but I really don't care right now. I'm sick and restless, and I have like no patience. But yeah, hopefully I'm not sick for a long time. Because I'm not starting school being sick, or just healed -__-"

Sunday, July 19, 2009

just plain bullshit

Even when it's summer, to have the "time of your life" you still deal with the same bullshit you had during the school year? Gaah damn!

If you don't go to church because your hella tired in the morning or jus cos, your mom will give you a lecture saying "fine if you don't go to church then you can't go out because your tired, (10 minutes later) I'm serious of what I told you, you can't go out! You have time for your friends, but not time for an hour? (speaking in tagalog with cussin)" then she says "you keep doing this then you'll end up being grounded for the rest of your summer! I don't' care!" What the hell kind of mom would do that? Seriously, I wake up hearing her yelling cos she mad about some family situation, then ends up letting her anger out on me?!; I'm serious no offense, but when my brother does the same exact things as me, he never gets yelled at or gets in trouble. A L W A Y S me -____-; I feel adopted to this damn family. Then I also hate how freakin people get in your business it's just annoying, if it's not mentioned to you then just mind your own business because your not part of it. Then one most stupid thing, people just giving you bull shit for the stupidest things... I'm serious I wish I had a different life!

^^^^BS!