FRESH

It started on the 27th of March; I thought that I was going to be happy again when I said yes, in the end it all turned out the way he wanted it to be, April 25th he ended things and hurt me so much. She said promises are meant to be broken I never would of believed her and yet the promise he made was broken. From that point; I wanted to quit, and because of him I thought I wouldn't trust no guys anymore. But the thing is it's not about quiting , or caring about trusting guys, its about learning from those mistakes you made. Me, I know I learned them and really I don't trust anymore guys, but if they really prove to me that their worth my time, and that they wont hurt me and actually keep their promises; i'll learn to trust that certain guy. Taking a break is one thing I would like to do for now; and yes I'm doing that and its going easy and I'm more free(=; I know that theirs couples out there that I would like to be one day, but hey its my time, family and friends is a must fer me right now. I may not know what love is yet; but I know I will find it and when I do i'll get back atcha. But fer now its me and them. not him, them. mhm; no regrets; starting out fresh without yer troubles. & thanks fer letting me go, I cried and got hurt from you, but thanks because now I'm more free(= && to yourself; i hope your happy too.

SPRANG BREAK!(=

okhay so a late spring break blog? yeup its fine tho; mhm(=

mon-thurs. so like L.A. wasn't the greatest place to spend spring break xP Many people went there and had fun; me not so much, all i did was go to like 4, 3-story Forever 21's and it was fun getting new clothes but boring as faccck at the same time! -_-" mhm; and at the same time it was freezing down there, seriously i was home sick so much xP. that was the first part of spring break. friday. so stayed home cos' cousin moving next door -_-" another thing to get pissed off about freals tho? because i mean i go to school with her; aint that enough? omg now next door AGH! lifes retarded at times isnt it? so i went over helped paint a lil bit then chilled; got some food at 7-eleven walked(= getting some excersise. saturday. i went to great america with a few of my buddies; and gots the season pass yup yup(= it was so fun; i got garlic fries and a churro and they were delicious yuhm yuhm; i met new people thats cool i love meeting new heads. i discovered a new resturant its very yuhmmyxP. sunday. omg the last day of spring break and it was the best evereverever! you know why? cos' i was with my bestie mhm(= it was so freaking fun me and her were like YES our time to hang out; missin home yaknow? xD so we kicked it at the mall; walked around few times get food? i think. oh wait yes we did; we got burger king and we walked to toys r us to eat there it was fun(: yup. then we walked back to the mall and just kicked it a lil more. we bought chalk from target to chalk around infront of my front door yaknows? we walked back home and it was BURNIN ass hot! we were so lazy to hold the chalk in the box so we used this stick and from end to end we held the stick hahahaha. when we got home we resteded?; on my bed and ate otther pops yuhm yuhm=D. after that we checked if the pool was open -_-" was not! stupid VIRGINIA! dont ask. so we got our chalk in the box and we started drawing picx on the sidewalk. funfun(= then it got late we washed everything off; and we dropped her home. BOO. so thats my spring break i think on suday was like the best time ever; id rather have done that my whole spring break rather than the other things i did agh. but yup after spring break we have a biolalagy final and star testing the next week BLAGH! whatever okhay i hope your spring break was better than mine(=.